the other night i went to a party and drank loads of cider after only eating a packet of crisps all day and can't remember much of the night because i have a series of massive blackouts where i think time just sped up and the night ended but now my friends are telling me that i had deep conversations with loads of them about my feelings (which i usually keep to myself because i dnt like sharing my problems with ppl) yet i did, which annoys me. all my friends are talking to me so i mustn have done anythn bad. I know this seems like a pointless thread but one friend told me thr personal stuff i told her and now i really dnt wnat to know what i said to anyone else. anyone had expriences like this? I've had blackouts before but not where i pour my heart out to people all night.
I have never had a blackout, but yes, I have told people things I wish I hadn't of.
It sucks.
------- =) Stephanie
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